best weekend of 2010

i perhaps have had the best weekend of the year 2010. on august 22nd i witnessed the most glorious moment of this year. the New York Yankees were dethroned by the Texas Rangers. i being a devoted mets fan am pleased wth the results.as the weekend continued i thought things couldn't get any better, then UFC heavy weight champion Brock Lesnar was defeated by Caine Velasquez by ko the crowd went wild at my place and we drank all nite.god i loved this weekend.

Pepsi Vs Coca Cola

I am and will forever be a pepsi drinker.pespsi taste better and is the fine wine of the soda drinking community.coca cola on the other hand is only good when u add booze to it.pepsi is dressed in the good old red white and blue while coke is brewed in the pits of hell by lucifer himself.

mma fight for the ages

just finished watching an mma fight for the ages, i say nick diaz successfully defend his title against kj noons, my hat goes off to both gentlemen for the performance they put up tonight.candidate for fight of the year if you ask me.

The Back Seat Boy

I feel like the back seat man in my life.People tend to write me off because it's hard for me to express  how I feel. sometimes i jump the gun but i do so with good reason.you can only go so long with people pushing you around and taking your generosity as your biggest weakness.In my life I always put everybody else's shit before my own and its starting to get old now.I have been taken advantage of by those people who i say I love.I am a human door mat or the back seat man because no matter which way I try to look at it everything turns out the same.I hate being second to everyone else, sometimes I feel like running away and not looking back but then what would that accomplish?I can't keep living life like this maybe I need to start wearing the show on the other foot

random thought

My mind goes blank sometimes
But then I'm forced to remember the pain I tried to leave behind
Sometimes I force back tears just not to appear weak
Other times my voice trembles when I speak
I have a weakness and it is my heart
The one place where I once felt no one could brake me
That all changed the day my mother went away
Before that moment my heart had been chizzled at a few times
But losing my mother tore me apart
I once told a friend losing her would drive me insane
But I must say I have taken it better than expected
Don't get me wrong I have moments of weakness when I brake down and cry
But for the most part I have learned that no matter how much I cry she will never come back
I carry her in my heart everyday and every where that I go
I try sometimes to close my eyes and pretend none of this ever happened but reality is a mother fucker once it sets in
There is no denying that aspect of life
Time heals all wounds but the scar remains because the scar is the reminder that this is real
The air we breathe and the pain we all feel
It is real
Sometimes too much to handle
Other times a walk in the park

The Dexter Effect

Big fan of the show Dexter, season 5 has started off relatively slow but I am sure it is soon to pick up.

Don't cheat yourself

Sometimes it is best when you say nothing, and other times it is best to get whatever it is off your chest. When you keep things bottled up inside your are suppressing your feelings.Resentment grows from not expressing what you really feel and sadness comes along with the baggage.Don't cheat yourself live for the moment and speak your mind.Feelings are meant to be hurt and the truth has always been meant to be heard.